so i've had a pretty crazy week, mostly cause i've been
practicing for my upcoming piano jury, rehearsing with my
instrumentalist, doing music theory hw, and attending lots of recitals.
i wake up in the morning, spend most of my day at the music building
and try to fit in time to get food, and come back to my room at night
and go to sleep. it almost makes me feel like a real piano major.
haven't had much of a weekend yet, but last night was pretty fun. went
to chill at a friends place where we watched the movie "fun with dick
and jane", where a married couple almost goes bankrupt and in their
desperation to get some cash they become armed robbers. oh yea, the
title is a joke. it means that i will be single forever. anyways, the
movie had a rather nice and interesting ending, and as i went to sleep
i wondered...
what if i ever became that desperate?
it definately seems like being a music major is not exactly the choice
for me, so i wanted to switch into something more interesting like...i
dunno kinesiology. which is (see below, courtesy of dictionary.com)
ki·ne·si·ol·o·gy (n.) - The study of the anatomy, physiology, and mechanics of body movement, especially in humans.
- The application of the principles of kinesiology to the evaluation and treatment of muscular imbalance or derangement.
and what will i do with this major? probably become a physical
therapist (where i help people regain certain body movements) or a
sports medicine doctor (where i look at xrays and tell patients what
they injured and how to fix it). but more on that later, if i remember.
however, due to some certain...situations, predicaments, and
setbacks, i can't exactly switch schools at will. let's just say my
grades are bad and leave it at that. so let's assume somehow i drop out
of school. that's right...just fail out, get kicked out, leave, banned,
whatever, never to be seen again.
my honor, my pride,
my dignity (i barely have any left)...all thrown out the window as i
leave the campus forever. and where would i go? what could i do? i
think i just might have to resort to...
becoming a hitman.
yep, i think at that point whatever morality or emotions i have
left will disappear and i won't mind killing people for money. i think
i would hate my life so much i wouldn't care what i do with my life
anyways. seriously, if people want to get rid of someone so bad that
they're willing to pay some cash, i would do it for them. probably for
50 bucks. just look for the target, say hello, load gun, point, aim,
shoot, walk away (maybe walk around instead for a bit), and collect my
payment.
what people? it was just a thought. oh yea, you're right...i have to get a gun first.
wow, i can't do anything!
